As human beings we are programmed to lie . It seems to be a nessecity for survival in our society.
So the moment you are willing to stay in truth , to unravel the truth, it feels like a very real danger to your survival.
But when you commit yourself to the truth you must examine deeply into your own lies. You need to allow yourself to see what image you have built up as to "who you are" and how you are lying to cover that image.
This freaks the sh... out of us as in the depth of our minds we be-live that what we find deep in us is worthlessness and ugliness. That the truth of who we are is too ugly to be exposed to ourselves and especially to others.
Or, after some time of "spiritual work" a fear of being just a lost soul in the infinite realms.
When we stopn there, living the truth seems not bearable. And we commit ourselves to all sorts of denial - again ...:
Positive affirmations, changing paths, trying new ways,/workships/teachers/therapists .....you name it....
The first thing you have to reflect on is therefore the question :
"what do I really want " ...
maybe the answer is : everybody will love me, I have the power to manifest the life I want etc....
Next thing to reflect on :
"what does that give you" and will that really be what your soul longs for ...
going deeper and deeper to the bottom might give rise to new resistance .
Are you willing to get down to the bottom of it all and
experience your no-thingness ?
The real deal lies under all the layers of lies and self-betrayal .
There you find your limitlessness your spaciousness the truth of who you are.
Allowing yourself to STOP all self-betrayal, to drop into yourself will let you be the truth you always have been. And see the truth:
From this point of no-thingness, from the pureness and (w)holyness of who you are you can bear the whole world.
